I can't handle this for much longer, everytime I think I'm okay something happens to remind me of her, of our times. Everybody keeps telling me to "think of the happy times," but everytime I do that I'm just reminded of what I'll never have again. This, it just blows. I wasn't ready for this, for... anything this... painful I guess. My emotions were never hard, merely protected, and now they'll never be able to recover.
Can I die now please? Even my cat is rejecting me, he keeps biting me.
Die....
